I'm back. Hm mental breakdown rn. I let my tears fell down. Who cares? Ha ha ha. Penat la nak pendam. Sakit tahu sakit? Since my dad passed away, i'm already gave up on my happiness tbh. Ok i dont want to tell others abt this cause they will be like "stay strong" & do you know how much i've been strong? Do you know how much i want to give up? penat sangat. Sakit sangat. I still wonder why i'm still trapped in the past. People said "move on" but how i can do that if i'm still trapped? How empty my heart when my dad left me. I'm tired to fake a smile & happiness on my face. Tired pretend to be happy but deep in my heart i'm sad, broken & hm. People dont understand me... how i miss my dad so much. I just want him by my side rn & say "how's my princess?". Ergh fck this tears! Pfft dont mencarut! Damn damn can this tears stop falling down? I'm used to be a happy girl ha ha ha. How awesome i am cause i can smile & happy like nothing happen every morning & start crying at night. Good job dearself (y) stay strong. Hwaiting! //wipe tears//
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